Hello, and welcome to my page

I am intuitive and believe everyone has the ability self-heal. I see my purpose as facilitating a process of empowerment, healing and transformation within you. I can't fix anybody but I can empower you to tap into your own intuition and healing power... if you are open and willing to set your intention for healing and welcome change.

I have been connected to the spirit world and aware of energy and vibration since childhood. I believe that as a 5 year old child I was shown what we understand to be god/source. To this day I can remember the feeling and that was pure peace and love. As a child I thought that everyone could send healing energy through their eyes. On reflection I think I was subconsciously sending the intention of healing.  I was extremely sensitive to people's energy, especially other children, where I could often see their auras. 

In my 20's I started to research mediumship and spiritual healing, attending my local spiritualist church. From here this led me to study Angelic Reiki and then Yoga Philosophy earning myself a Yoga Teaching Qualification. I loved breath work and meditation and this became an important part of my self-care. In the last 5 years I have also studied Usui Reiki and Sound Healing with Tuning Forks.

In 2021 my daughter Millie May passed away, aged just 13. In one word Millie was majestical. My daughter was extremely spiritual and all though her journey she was spiritually very aware. Millie was joy, love and kindness. She was high energy and high vibration, she was also my yoga buddy.

As you can imagine the day Millie passed away I stopped breathing. My heart broke. Every part of my body hurt. My thoughts hurt. I was in pain physically, emotionally and spiritually. I was also absorbing the pain of my children and my husband. I was so sad for them. My life felt out of control.

The first part of my healing process was acceptance. This was hard, as accepting your child is no longer here is something that no parent should have to do. With this came accepting there will be no more milestones, memories made. Millie will always be 13. Magical experiences that other mums are so fortunate to have with their daughters i will not experience.

I went to the GP for some support and was told to come back in six months, but offered a prescription for diazepam which I declined as not right for me. 

I remember saying to my mum 'I'm scared that I'm never going to feel joy and happiness again.'

My mind was so noisy that I could no longer meditate before Millie became ill this was a normal part of my day, just like brushing my teeth. It felt as though a woodpecker was tapping away morning till night.

I also had an overwhelming feeling of loneliness as it did not matter how many people I was surrounded by, I felt so alone. I began my self-healing journey by walking in nature. After a month or so I realised that, when I was walking, the woodpecker stopped. I also realised that I didn't feel lonely. I started to recognise feelings of peace, oneness. I began to feel glimpses of Ceri again.

I then tried meditating. After a few false starts it began to happen. Building up gently.

However, the physical and emotional pain I told you about had made a home in my body. I was suffering with symptoms of lupus, joint pain and hemiplegic migraines. I was also diagnosed with A1AD. 

We know that grief affects the lungs, and for me this manifested as frequent chest infections. My joint pain increased due to the stress hormones released in the grieving process.

I knew I needed to tap into my tool box and so started healing with reiki and sound. I knew that this would be a journey, and that for it to help I would need to release those emotions and stuck energies. I knew that energy healing would bring those to the surface for me to detach from.

Often I would sit in Millie's room on the end of the bed. I would let myself feel the sadness, anger, frustration, guilt build in my body. Whatever I was feeling and with my hand on my heart I would then set my intention and transmute the energy/feeling and send it as love to Millie. Sometimes, I needed a different release and this would often be a primal scream. I would scream in the car or at the bottom of the fields on a dog walk.  As I began to associate the feelings/energy as love for Millie, my body started to feel lighter and unlock. 

The energy healing was 'the medicine'. It identified the blockages and imbalances in the flow of energy in my body. The goal of energy healing is to create free flow of energy and restore balance of energy. The most profound aspect for me was not that my joint pain released but I began to feel joy and happiness again. It supports my overall wellbeing - mind, body and spirit.

One of the most powerful realities of this transformational process is the realisation that you do have control. I realised that I did not have to be the victim of what had happened to me and that I could change my reality with every thought, emotion felt and intention I set, changing my experience day to day.

I am passionate about sharing these modalities and empowering others that energy healing can be a powerful tool to put your body in the best possible place to self-heal. Any complementary therapy does not replace medical intervention but will complement the Western Medical Approach.

I will never 'get over' Millie passing away. I love her, always and forever. However, I am able to live life again and feel joy and happiness whilst loving Millie and letting new experiences grow around that love. We talk about letting go of the past and living in the present. My journey has been about helping me to accept and detach from feelings and emotions that no longer serve me... while moving forward with Millie in my heart  (and around me) having gratitude and noticing that there is still beauty in life.

I hope by sharing my story I am able to help others too.

Love, light and healing energy.

Namaste,

Ceri x

Sound Healing Ambassador/ Usui Reiki Practitioner/ Crystal Therapist/ Yoga Teacher